Help me.... please?

Duhh.. I had a very very very massive problem. 
I prefer to let someone else starts the conversation with me. Yes, I prefer the you-approach-me-first way. Perhaps it is because of the past experience I had with him. Yeah. It's disgusting how he changed me. Pffttt. Nah. back to the topic. 
I rarely SMS. But, there's a girl whom I always spent my prepaid for (hehe..). She's my girlfriend, Cyla. Go and ask her, who starts the chatting? It's always been her. Dan kalau SMS, aku selalunya bukan orang terakhir untuk cakap bye. Tiba2 kang aku senyap je.. And if Sedarian chats at the group's wall, aku tau tengok je.. and click the "like" button. Bad response. Dan aku bukanlah orang yang diorang boleh harapkan untuk mulakan say "Hi!". no no no. sampai kertu lah kalau kau tunggu aku. Kalau Gtalk and YM pulak, haih. lagi macam haram. mesti Lew and Farahin bosan sebab asik diorang je yang kena start dulu. Hehe. I'm so sorry, you guys! 

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Quizes! :)

I was so bored when I found this. Kekeke~ 
Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz.
"I love red actually. And green. And yellow. never been in love with the white thing."
You Are 25% Left Brained, 75% Right Brained
The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

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Yeah. saya budak baru belajar, kalau salah sila cakap baik2.

Hihi. :)
Dah tau! dah tau dah cane nak letak link twitter n FB kat atas search box ni ha. 
:) Hihi, malu. okeh. dah letak dah. tapi utk RSS, Orkut, StumbleUpOn n flickr tu, aku takde link la. Ade friendster je.. kekeke~
Err.. aku masih tak berapa berani nak tukar template ni. sebab haritu macam lawak je aku panik sebab template terabur2. nanti2 lah baru aku tukar.

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Demi kakcik. semoga beliau tenang di sana....

Esok kak cik daftar matrik. Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor. Sedih. 
Semalam dah bawak dia ngan ajam jalan2 tengok wayang. walaupun aku dah tengok cerita Fast Furious 5 tu, aku bawak je dia tengok lagi sebab aku tau cerita tu best. Kesian pulak kalau moment terakhir dia kat muar ni dicemari dengan cerita hampeh. hehe. Pastu bawak dia pergi karaoke. Walaupun kitorang bertiga kecil molek yang nyanyi, bilik karaoke tu macam nak runtuh kitorang jerit2. hihi. 

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Away.

Home sweet home. :)
But bibiks are here. T______T.  Not-so-heaven. And achik will be going to matriculation. I'll spend my holidays with ajam only. Oh yeah, I'm not okay with it. Yunos Army tak cukup korum. The more the merrier, right? Angah busy gilak. So do Along. Ateh tengah busy uruskan hal pasal tukar kolej KSKB. Aiiiiiii....
Nak baca komik puas2. Rindu. Nak mengubati hati yang lara. Pastu nak kacau ajam puas2. dah lama tak jumpa budak kecit ni. Rindu. Ajam is on diet now. I asked him why. Orang kata dia gemuk ke? He said he himself wants to change... (Pbbbtttthhhhhhh). Hmm. Must be because of "Nabilah Petang" I guess..... No doubt. Nabilah Petang. 

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Frust.

There's not much I can say about my symposium. I don't know how to express my feelings right now. At first I was so soooo soooooooo hampir pitam. needless to say, I hate Dr. Zuhar so much. Ah. oh gawd. sangat2 ughh! But. come to think of it, I'm lucky to not having him as my examiner.. ffuuuh. Praise to Allah.
All I can say is, I'm so tired and mentally ill right now. Cik mai, bit, and kak dahlila were the witnesses of all the tears I've been holding on after some crucial minutes of waiting for my beloved Dr. Hadi.  He wasn't there for me weh.. He wasn't there to watch me fighting, and to give me moral support, and to back me up when I was atacked by Dr. Zuhar. Sedeyhhh uolls... Why did Dr. Zuhar is so inhuman compared to my very examiners? Dr. Chow and Prof. Bernard pun cakap baik2. takde lah kasar macam dia... Bukannya aku tak buat kerja aku. takyah la cakap macam aku dok goyang kaki je kat utp ni..  Malu tau.. Dah la ramai lak tu dalam meeting room~~  wuuuu :(

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Mereng...................... Sikit.

Symposium is around the corner. Serius corner, rasanya setengah block je lagi tinggal. hehe. main2 pulak aku ni.. ceh. So aku pun harus membusykan diri aku. Besides, I promised kak dahlila yang aku akan berkuat2 minggu ni. As a muslim, you must keep your promise. Otherwise, anda akan menjadi munafik kerana ingkari janji adalah antara sifat2 orang munafik. Omo..
Jumpa Dr. Hadi setiap hari. pagi2 pulak tu. Agaknya Dr. Hadi pun dah bosan tengok muka aku n cik mai. Haha. Serius minggu ni tidur aku sangat terganggu. Mood pun swing je. tapi, gelak still maintain macam syaitannirrajim. A bit under the weather. So, the last resort to happiness is...... Yunos Army! Group kesayangan aku kat FB. hehe. 

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Kak dahlila kena rasuk!!~~ Part 2.

Kerana takut dirinya dicerca secara merciless, maka...........
KAK DAHLILA TELAH MEMBUAT BLOG!!!
sangat gedik okeh! eee. rasa nak sekel2 je. eee. Aiseh. pasni serius kena kurangkan cakap pasal kak dahlila senget and yang paling kena kurangkan jugak adalah cik mai. rajin pulak dia masuk dalam setiap entri aku ni. Oleh itu, blog ini akan mengubah wajah menjadi blog wanita muslimah yang rajin memberi tazkirah kepada kak dahlila. ehem!
Sekian, assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. :)

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Kak dahlila kena rasuk!!~~

Semalam. Semalam aku sakit perut gelak dengar kak dahlila cakap.
Kak dahlila kata, mai taknak kawan ngan aku. mai taknak tengok muka aku lagi, sebab dia bosan dah. sebab aku tembam. sebab aku ada 2 seluar je (which is totally wrong!) and sebab aku suka pakai cardigan. Kahkahkah. Yeah I know she doesn't mean it. Who cares actually? I know who mai is. She's no mean girl, but kak dahlila is! HAHA.

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Just an ordinary Muggle.

Symposium akan menjengah diari hidup aku kat UTP ni. lagi seminggu. brrr. jantung rasa macam nak terkeluar je ni sebab cuak sangat. 
Tapi, dalam sibuk2 aku fikir pasal symposium, sempat gak aku sibuk fikir benda lain. Baru tadi aku bagitau cik mai masa kitorang otw V2 untuk dinner. Aku tak mungkin dapat kawal diri aku kalau aku jumpa dia face-to-face. Kes ngan "kembar" dia tu dah cukup untuk buktikan result untuk upcoming experiment aku tu. So, memang tak boleh. 

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Khas untuk Muhammad Nur Azammuddin yang kusayangi.

Err.. betul ke ejaan nama dia tu? Double m and double d eh? errm.. Ok2. sebelum aku start tulis panjang2 entri ni, aku nak cerita roughly pasal family aku. Aku ade 6 siblings. Along, angah, aku, ateh, achik, n ajam. Kitorang ni adalah kakak yang baik kepada ajam (ehem!). So, apa yg ajam buat, kitorang pantau. Yela, adik laki sorang kan.. kena jaga betul2. haha. terbalik pulak dah. patutnya adik laki tu yang jaga kakak2 dia. haha. ajam form 3. honestly lah kan, aku admit ajam handsome (walaupun kalo dia pakai tudung, muka dia sebijik cam kitorang. hehhe). 

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Of paperwork and coffee stains.

I grew by watching people around me and learnt to not make mistakes like they did. For me, warga tua (err.. I think warga emas sounds cuter) is the people whom I should portrayed as an idol, as they demonstrates exemplary leadership models who have excelled in world's hardest examination; LIFE. 
But I think I'm barely living with it anymore. It's time for me to change the rule of the game I played since I was a young girl. What is the point of being alive if you don't at least try to do something memorable, something remarkable, and something wicked?

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Maybe the sun will shine today.

Is what you're living for worth dying for? Just asking. Sebab aku rasa aku dah terbabas dari landasan hidup aku. 
Haritu mimpi ular. esoknya mimpi kucing. Sebelum tidur dah baca doa tidur dah. Haish. Semalam... semalam ajar student2 ni. student yang aku rasa mungkin kembar ke 7 dia kot. balik terus mimpi dia lagi. what the... pastu tadi ajar farahin. saja gatal ajar kat bilik dia. masuk2 bilik, dayyuuum. serious aku rasa nak nangis. lemas. bukan lemas sebab bilik farahin ke ape ke. tak, tak. masuk bilik dia, scent dia, howah. cari2 mana datang bau sebijik camtu. down.

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Jatuh cinta lagi.

Tadi dengar lagu Cold - Crossfade. Ah! Rindu gila lagu tu! Big time. auff. haha. Suka gila, sampai aku pakai lagu ni jadi caller ringtone. dah bertahun2 dah aku pakai. Kalo abah yang call aku, mesti pening je dengar lagu ni. yelah, anak dara dia pakai lagu rock2. memang tak senonoh je. patutnya pompuan pakai la lagu err lagu sopan2, comel2. ah. tak remaja la camtu bah! hehe. Lagu Cold ni buatkan aku betul2 jatuh chenta ngan laki suara jantan. awww. Laki suara Maroon 5 tak main la beb. haha. macam suara aku je tu. Sebab lagu ni jugak lah, aku terus search boy band yang suara dia awww ganteng! Avenged Sevenfold, Hinder, Nickelback, bla bla bla. Budak2 ni sume takleh digest nape aku boleh tahan telinga dengar A7X. gila bapak best yaww suara dia! aww. *auff auff*.

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Quotes through time.

Dulu, masa form 3. Ehem. time tengah hangat berteman-tapi-mesra.
"It’s the friends you can call at 4 a.m. that matter."
Pastu, masa form 4. Ehem. Hampir ke situ.
"We don’t need to rush. If something’s bound to happen, it will happen."
Apabila berdua lebih baik...
"Seven days without love makes one weak."

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