Crossfade - Cold.

I've been using this song loyally as my caller ringtone since centuries. This song hits my heart all this time for its melody, and also for its lyrics. I bet this song kick some ass, yeah including me. This song "resurrect the dead me", and the guilt of how I treated my ex. Yes, we both made mistakes, and I'd give anything to redeem myself, but not to be with him again. (Hehe). No matter how bad we treated each other, we are just two person who tried to cover up our screwed up side - so that we can protect our relationship, but eventually it fails..

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I want you readers to read the lyrics beforehand. Then you know what I feel right now. 

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Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I can not win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

::Chorus::
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

To you I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now I can see me
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong
Like a drug that got me high

::Chorus::
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be
So cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's no hope
I never meant to be so cold

::Chorus::
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way (sorry for the way) I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way (yes I'm sorry for the way) I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold 

P/s: Yeah, I inserted the lyric, but go find the video urself. Haha.