Thehehe... :)

Seems like I'm also in the lovey-dovey mood! :)
Cik mai keep asking me - why do I smile wider than Abit (refer link here and here). Heh. It is simple; I'm happy for Abit. She waited for him for a very long period, and now, she would never ever lack of love and she would never be lonely again. Smile Abit, because the world is yours. :)
I'm happy for her - errr... kinda jealous 'coz I've never had one. I know what it feels like when you sit alone, waiting for him to text you. I know the feeling of having a long distance relationship, and the worst part of mine was I never get such attention whenever he came back to Malaysia. It hurts, you know. 

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Petrified.... again.

Still remember the riddle Abit gave me yesterday? Fffuuuu.. It's hard to keep a straight face today. It sounds weird, but I keep on smiling although the riddle was not meant for me (of course!). .
Today, Abit, cik mai and I went to Ipoh. Ohhh. Long story, and I won't tell it either. kekeke. On our way back to UTP, Abit (the full-of-love girl for this week) told me a story. A story from her teman-tapi-mesra (?).

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Petrified.

Kekeke. The feeling came and hit me like a hurricane. Froze. My beloved friend, Abit, is in love again (I guess). Ohhhh goshhh. The feeling spread like H1N1; once you inhale it, it started to work like "an engineer of love" in your tiny heart. Very sweet, yet very contagious. She changed the atmosphere in our house, and surprised us with her mee sup. 
She gave me this riddle:
"Black is my eyes, Fair is my skin. Red is?"

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Kalau kau paham.

You know that I hate to repeat my word, you know it well. 
Hate is a strong word, yet I'm saying it to you. 
I hate telling you this and that, telling the same thing to you, yes to you. 
I'll never waste my word any more. Never. This time, either you listen to me, or leave. Buat apa cakap banyak2 tapi masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri, kan kan?

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Gila down ah!

Plan nak pegi Penang, buat spa. Pegi ngan kak dahlila, cik mai, juwitahapaz (abit) and afa. Tapiiiii. hmmmm. Hampa. Terpaksa pegi asing2. Sebab masing2 down, abit ajak pegi main bowling. .
Yeah. Bowling paling murah pernah aku jumpa. Main 2 game, RM4.90. mana nak cekau beb..Thehehe. main la kau sampai gigil2 tangan. Tapi sakit gila hati, sebab lane kitorang tu macam hampeh gila nak tunggu pin susun. Pffft. After bowling, yeehaa. makan nasi goreng udang. Haa amek kau. Suka sangat udang kan, makan puas2. Tapi kalini erm boleh dikira sebagai nasi gorang udang bawang. Pasaipa? Bawang dah nak sama banyak ngan udang. Tensen je tadi alihkan bawang. Pas makan, gigih ni nak gi jalan lagi. Tapi gi Yik Foong je, tengok2 jam.

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Khas utk Cik Mai and Abit. errr.. Bit.

I've been facing a really tough time this 2 weeks. Sangat serabut. Duit keluar macam air terjun. Nasib baik aku ade diorang, cik mai and juwitahapaz. 
To both of you: Thank you so much. I don't know what I would do without both of you.
Terima kasih juwitahapaz kerana meminjamkan kereta, dan terima kasih cik mai kerana menjadi nanny aku. :)

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Risau.

..... Abah nak kaklong and kakngah kawen serentak. Tapi tak tau lagi bila diorang kawen. Hmm. Sebagai anak ke-3 dan juga seorang adik kepada 2 orang kakak yang aku sangat2 sayang, aku rasa sedihhhhhhh gila bila dengar plan abah. Diorang kawen serentak. Makanya, aku akan kehilangan 2 orang kakak serentak. It's not that i'm not going to see them anymore, but, kitorang takkan dapat spend masa sama2 lagi la macam sekarang, kitorang akan susah nak jumpa sebulan sekali, and argghhh pikir pasal ni pun buat aku macam telan air-liur-pasir je...

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Jangan cakap ngan aku sekarang. aku penat.

Today:
Class Geo Field Camp - Ipoh - Aerobik - Dinner.
Now, 10 pm:
Menguap macam badak. Baru plan nak buat kerja. Huaarrrggghhhhh.
Rindu rumah. Nanti bulan 7 balik lagi. Tapi kalini tak sama, sebab kak long, kak teh and kak cik (most probably kak ngah pun) tak de kat rumah. Tinggal ajam je...
Nak tido jap lah. Kul 12 bangun. cewah, macam boleh je. Haha. Esok plan nak puasa ngan juwitahapaz, cik mai and kak dahlila. :)

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Bila turn aku pulak?

Aku dah berjanji ngan cik mai aku taknak tido petang ni. So aku akan membuang masa dengan sebaik mungkin. wawawa. Oh ya, tadi masa aku tengah lunch, maklong call. 
"Uda balik tak minggu ni? Abah cerita kat maklong malam tadi, yang kawan angah nak datang merisik."
Nampaknya hal merisik itu adalah benar, dan bukan rumor semata2! Baiklah! Aku nak balik! tapi aku baru sampai UTP, and macam gedik gila balik rumah semata2 tengok merisik. merisik je pon, bukan tunang. tapi, tak boleh! aku kena mengikuti perkembangan kakak2 ku yang tercinta.

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Kahwin.

Baru sampai UTP. Auff. 2 kenduri kahwin, dan aku tak kahwin2 lagi. Heheh. Sakit bahu. Sakit belakang. Penat rupanya kenduri ni, lagi2 kalau kita jadik tuan rumah. Sakit mental. Pulak tu balik UTP aku yang drive. Memang sakit gila bahu. Lom abis penat kenduri malam semalam, pagi tadi terus drive. Gila betul. Menguap je aku sepanjang jalan. Tapi aku tak boleh kasik angah yang drive, sebab nanti kang balik Muo dia lak yang kena drive, kan? mesti lagi penat. 

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I pity her.

Heaven gila bila dapat duduk rumah and rumah ni full house. Err. tak la full house sangat pun. Along and achik takde. Tapi, still meriah je rasanya. Gelak syaitannirrajim yang dah lama tak buat tu, bila duduk ngan budak2 ni je, terus hah! memang non stop gelak. Penat pipi!
Family. Friends. Laughter. Happiness. These 4 things are my saviour in my life. Why? Because it helps me to heal the scar in my little heart. Boyfie-girlfie? Hmm........ "Love" between boy and girl is nothing. Maksudku, Love dalam erti kata Lust.

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